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Sunday, April 30, 2006 "happy is defined by human themself, not by the word itself" agree?? was chatting with ser on msn yesterday and this quote just came out from me while chatting. ahhahahaha. but i really believe in that. :)) yesterday was a whole day spent with dear, it was our five months- versary. :D first, we went to temple, then, we walk from the temple to shaw plaza to watch movie. we ate gui ling gou on the way there. its really very nice. watched when a stranger call. he found it boring, but i found it scary. i mean come to think of it the movie actually sucks, poor plot and storyline. but if ure a girl and watched that, u will understand. haha. after that, we took bus down to bugis. its damn crowded and we decide not to stay there. walked down to suntec. and had marchie for dinner ! black pepper chicken and cheese crepe and i forgotten what the other one call. its smtg like western luncheon meat. with marsh potato and egg. and so damn full after that. walked ard. and i felt reluntant to shop cos i dun wanna buy stuff. haha. so ppl, dun tempt me. anyw, he bought a mandarin collar shirt from island shop. not bad. walked ard more, then we took mrt home. the funny thing was, we decided to alight at braddell, naively thinking we can walk all the way home from there peacefully. then my mum called, she ask me where am i, so i tot since we are reaching home soon, i told her i just reach tpc. guess what? she asked me to buy porridge from the foodcourt at tpc. so we have to walk all the way from braddell to toa payoh central, and somemore its not the direct route, cos we're halfway home alr damn stupid right?? hahhaha. but it was fun lar. and my mum was asking me check up news of my ten yr old cousin and its kindda irritating when i can't find it and she dun provide good information. this primary four kid from rulang just won the international robotic competition and mind you, its champion. i mean oh my god lar, i dunno he's that smart, first prize in a world competition and somemore pri 4 go participle secondary sch category. 2 more prize and he can be accepted in chinese high. immediately without the need to take psle. sometimes i felt weird looking at all my cousins, i'm so odd, and not smart. but someday i'm gonna be more successful then those rjc, chij and acs freaks. hah. {10:58:00 pm}
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Thursday, April 27, 2006 well, recapps of these few days: tues, went to class chalet in the morning, was quite boring lar, watch movie and play with dogs. the thing i enjoyed most is playing with the doggies. so fun sia. loves bambi. the other was pammy, she's bit weird and stinks, i guess cos she dun have a good owner that's why. hah.  this is pammy. and i think she pee on my bra. argh. either is her or bambi. but bambi is quite discipline, so i dun think is her. anyw, the bbq food was damn gd. nv ate such good bbq food before. hah. and the next thing was the appearance of some drunk siao cha bos... haha. i finally seen a drunk amanda after listening to ppl saying how bad it was for a sem. its really bad. and damn funny. plus two very high ally and yvonne? the situation was chaotic i tell u. even me tt didn't touch even a sip of alcohol, was laughing like ally and yvonne. cos its really funny. but i have to say the alcohol they drank was like damn best lar. all at least contain 20% of alcohol. i guess a sip will kill me. haha. but i left before i could watch all the "best show". had the best night i had for the past 18 years. :D wed, mostly spent sleeping after i reached home in the morning. and slack ard. today, had lunch w the bf and ser before he went for work. then it's shopping time. but i was controlling myself not to buy stuff. i know i'm such a spendthrift. )): had some girlie talk with ser, a stuff that we used to had very often in the past. really glad i have such bestie. :)) i think i decided not to work this hol. the most if i'm really bored i will see if i can have those really short term jobs. :D i have to spend this hol to do stuff i used to love doing but dun have time to do recently; writing chinese novels/essay, reading, painting, and running. especially writing and running. last but not least, i simply LOVES my boyfriend ! :))  {11:58:00 pm}
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Monday, April 24, 2006 i'm so tired. haix... had a long talk with dear yesterday night, oh well. nvm. we cleared a lot of stuff out. just 2 days at home, i'm alr damn bored, how can i stand the whole 2 months?? the prob i dun feel like working now is cos i can't find anything meaningful in the phrase "work" except for money. which firstly, i dun wanna work in sales line again. well, and i also find the wardrobe purchaser meaningless. so i rather intern in magazines. anyw, sentosa was so fun. sue brought bambi there, and we have so much fun with her.  such a pretty little thing. :))  me, ally and sue ! well, we went artist village for tang's bbq. and her studio is over there, what can i say? its just damn cool lar.  yesterday's was sis's competition at singapore gymnastics open '06 she was damn nervous lar. hahaha. well, this is the video clip of that little girl. :D  
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Friday, April 21, 2006 just back from sentosa tanning plus bbq at artist village oh my god, i'm so tired. and burnt. like i'm the most not chaotas out of sue, ally and sunny. ahahahhaaha. somemore i gt put sunblock. i'm gonna get back there a few more times this hols, can't get enough of it. so tired. shall continue the details tmr. well, yesterdays was dear's d&d. long story too. but when i saw ying's blog, looking at all the familar faces that i once look at more then i look at my family members, i felt so sad tt we have to move on with time. its been a whole semester, i've not been working i've actually lost the feel of working. and i'm still lazy to type out my resume to send it out. hahaha. nvm. take my time. {11:24:00 pm}
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006 goodbye foundation year; yep, end of all assignments and submission stuff. for the moment. i know i'm gg to stuck to all these shit for the rest of my life if i'm in this line some recapps; its all work work and work the past few days, deadlines... anyw, went for sue's photo shoot on monday. cos her photographer friend was taking this editorial shoot and she asked me and sunny to help out as stylist. haha. quite cool. but tiring. matching the right clothes, looking out if sue's hair coming out, scarf coming loose, blah blah blah... but love it totally. i love how stef, the makeup artist do the makeup. damn gorgeous lar. and i can play ard with her hair too. especially the theme is jap look. but i regret not bringing my own wardrobe there, or else the outcome would be better. will post up the pics here when its ready. :D if its a bit confusing for some, sue's my classmate who's a model. FHM's girl next door '06 2nd runner up. hahaha. tt skinny and tall girl who keep complaining she's not skinny and tall enough; gonna kill her the next time she say tt to me again. yesterday's art theory exam was hell. ok, not hell, cos i didn't even studied and was not in class half the time, so yar, hahaha. i did all the mcq lar, i mean i did some tt sounds human to me and the rest i copied sunny/ally's. hahahahaa. but art theory is not bad one lar, it taught as a lot of socialolgy and some human psychology. but just no mood to study for it with all works alr. oh well, there's 2 submission for today. i'm always damn frustrated went it comes to deadlines and things not working out. sorry dear, u acc me to sch but i still vent my anger on u... but u see, i have 2 submission, one at 9am and the other at 12. i was told once we hand in we can go off. but end up everyone was late and my lecturer wanted us to do presentation. so well, the presentation started at 11+. fuck. and dear have to help me go print my stuff and trace my drawing for me cos i have no time to do. but everything turned out fine, sheh ming kept my freehand self portrait and ee choo kept my 4 expression self portrait for drawings. gotten 76 for drawing. but i dunno the result for the freehand one, but checked my previous video project and it was 81. ahahhaaha. so happy. i just love to do self portraits. lalalalalalala.  this the freehand self portrait. its not easy loh. we have to do it layer by layer, and drag thoses straight lines into curves step by step. and choose the right type of effect. duh. glad its over. {10:48:00 pm}
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Friday, April 14, 2006 not a very good friday; yeah. 3 more to go. what a hectic week. done with most of the assignments. left art theory exam on next tues and media and drawing assignment on wed. and its the end of my foundation year. oh yar, forgot to meation, i got into fashion design. yeah ! ahahhaaha. so there's a total of 40 intake for fashion design this year. hmm. they're gg to push the fashion dept up i guess. cos they just launch the FIOS (Fashion Institute of Singapore). and lasalle's having this joint master degree programme w ESMOD international paris that provide student to study half a yr in paris and half a yr here. and that's a prestigious fashion sch, one of the top in the world. but i would love to go to central st martin if i have a chance. :D anyway, i guess i learnt the most things from visual the past whole year. beeling's quite a great lecturer, just that we didn't realise at the beginning. she might be strict and her words might be harsh but that's how we learn stuff eh? thanks to her, my photoshop/freehand skills improved drastically, although she didn't teach me much. but i learnt, "push ourself to our limits". geez. i guess having a good communication design skill can help me a lot thru fashion. and now i realise how impt our foundation year is, lasalle student always learn more things then other design sch, and that's pretty good. :)) am having sore throat now. and a bit weak. haix... how i wish my dear dear is by my side. {5:47:00 pm}
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Sunday, April 09, 2006 in a narcissistic mood; finally had some nice beauty sleep this weekend. well, yesterday night was my great grandmother's 100th birthday dinner. yups, a hundred yrs old. how time flies. but, the thing i dun like abt my paternal side of my family; was that, it can be very politics. like what happened yesterday. the snatching of my great grandmother. like need to do till liddat a not? i dun feel like talking abt it here. but the dinner of 20 tables was mostly paid by my grandfather and my uncle loh. then everyone was like not happy with each other but still must put up a show. so fake. anyw, i'm damn malulated lar. cos during the dinner, there's this singing performance by the elderly ppl what. then that uncle of mine (my dad's elder bro), came to my table and ask some stupid qns like, why nv go up and sing/ we go sing a duet of yue liang dai biao wo de xin. of cos i keep rejecting those stupid idea of his lar. cos he's very siao one. but, there came this fast beat old song, and he was like dancing cha-cha? then he was like asking me to dance. i was like NO, i dunno how to for goodness sake. but he just pull me out of my seat and i have to just go along with him. i felt like digging a hole and hide in there forever, somemore my mum they all all never come and rescue cos they also scare kenna. the whole restaurant plus the video cam saw. fuck la. somemore i was dragged till another end of the room and he pulled my another shuai shuai uncle(my dad's cousin, only 1 decade older then me), and pass me to him. i let him dance awhile then i told him i really dunno how to dance lar and i wanna go back. its damn crazy lar. so pai seh. ewwwk... these are the pics i took of myself yesterday. i just love my dress.   dear acc me to buy my dress yesterday morning. see the necklace on my neck? and the earrings? is he bought for me one. very nice right? :)) here's somemore pics. narcissistism is working on me now. hah.  {7:11:00 pm}
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Saturday, April 08, 2006 currently in a bad mood. am so frustrated with things ard me now. firstly, i guess my relationship with my mum is getting more and more strained. she can't stand me, i can't stand her. damn. what happened just now was that she say she dun like me rising my voice to her like what i did in the morning. excuse me, i'm really frustrated in the morn loh. for one whole week only 3 to 4hrs of sleep a day, and i have to rush the damn group project which was driving me crazy. and what i did was just putting my shoes on the floor of my hse because i'm holding my laptop in one hand and gotta open the gate on the other. and she have to scream at me. i forgotten what i said, i knew is smtg unpleasant... duh. then she say my attitude had changed this whole year. i know ! cos she started to scream at me every moment after we moved to this new hse. for example, messy room, forget to close window when go out, forget to switch off switches, never go straight to wash my feets within the first min i step into the hse, dun open the window after i step into my room, putting shoes on the floor of the hse. these are the top six. there's more excatly. i really can't stand these type of life. then, she told me i must be back home by 2 plus tmr, cos of my great grandmother's 100th birthday. and i'm actually meeting dear at 12 tmr. damn lar. then i'm frustrated. and i need to go buy the dress that i reserved today. that i wanted to wear to the birthday dinner. that actually was the thing that makes me happy the whole night. and now? my mood was drag down. and i have second thoughts abt the dress. it's a format balloon dress from daniel yam. i just love it.  its a hundred and three bucks. not a bad price considering the material is quite good. and i wan fancl's mild cleasing oil too. cos i finish my make up remover alr. and i need smtg stronger to remove my mascaras. it's always such a chore.  seems quite good. got some nano technology thingy. ahhahaaha. ok, i decided i wan to get both of the stuff i meation above. yeah. then i can match my dress with the tommy's wedges that i bought ages ago and only wore twice. {1:12:00 am}
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Monday, April 03, 2006 two thirty in the morning. i'm eating maggie mee. just finish my fashion/jewellry journal. still gotta go for binding and printing in the morning. so sucky. i still haven start making my product. that stupid art folder. i decline i really hate product design. gonna somehow do a bit after i finish eating. dun plan to sleep le. i'm in no mood. i dunno what happened. i certainly hate this. i'm really angry this time. but i dunno how to. its pretty annoying when u make up ur mind to ignore someone but what u thought of every second is wondering what he is doing that very second. maybe laolao is right. every couple will come to a point of problems keep arising in the 3th or 4th month. i felt like a rubbish in my rubbish room.  {2:34:00 am}
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Sunday, April 02, 2006 a designer have to live with a chaotic life. god, assignments; tons of it. my schedule's so packed up. can die one loh. hah. and i tend to lose my temper easily when things can't turn out the way i expected. had my interview on fri. the boyfriend acc me to my interview in the morning cos he know i'm nervous. it turned out not that well. cos the first thing he asked was, why did i submitted the form late. uh oh, i didn't prepare for this question. not a very good start. and i guess he's not in his best mood. and he talks super fast. i have to ask "pardon?" for damn hell lots of time. ahahhahaha. other then these i guess its still quite alright. and he flipped my portfolio super fast too. maybe i shld describe the whole thing. we dragged quite a while at the lateness thingy, cos i told him whole week sick blah blah blah. after that he asked me abt my fav designer and why, i told him its john galliano. cos i love his designs, his style and his fashion show are so amazing. i love how his models carrys his designs, the make ups, the everything. and i love the blacks and reds.(he asked is every of his work black and red?) i ans, nope, but for this season mostly are blacks and reds. (any of the designers that u dun like?) me- nope, no one in particular (so do u mean u like everyone?) erm. no... i dun mean i like everyone, i do have designers that i dun really like. (cos its very impt to have different style that u like and dun like.... blah blah... dun really rem wad he said) i'm trying very hard to think of a designer that i dun like. but cannot!so i anyhow la, me- anna sui. (why?) cos i think it doesn't belong to my style. phew, very lame i know. (ok, which fashion magazine do u read?) i read quite lot of fashion mags, mostly are local mags but i also do read foreign mags. for local one, i usually read style. (good, and foreign?) i-d. damn it i shld say vogue but i'm used to telling the truth lar. cos he actually wrote for vogue. anyw, (what do like abt fashion design?) i love how a fashion show really work. its pretty amazing. its my dream to have my own fashion show. i love how those models walk out with different unique design. the makings of a piece of garment, its so special and personal.... blah blah blah... i forgot what i babbled. hahaha. very de scary leh. but my interview i still felt that its kindda short. call me crazy. now i'm scare that i can't get in. but if i didn't i will appeal one loh. i still thinks that if i didn't get in it will be the lateness thingy one. just have to cross my fingers. ewk. {1:32:00 am}
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